For a the first time in a long time, I’m okay. I’m actually okay. This happiness and content I’m feeling is genuine this time, I can feel it. And even though it’s only been a day, I learned a lot of things.. I realized a lot of things.. and honestly, I don’t think I would of realized those things if it weren’t for you.
One thing I realized is that I can’t be too hard on myself. To let myself feel these negative emotions so I can actually face them and let them go, instead of just ignoring them and having them keep coming back. I need to accept the way I am. I’m someone who tend to imagine the bad things that could happen, other than the great things. And there’s so many great things that could happen. That’s just one of the few things I need to improve about myself and I know I can do it. I don’t need to change myself as a whole to improve one part of me.
Another thing is that I should accept whatever happens.
I’d love to say more but.. Oh darn high school.